Nur Syuhada and Her Story.. : January 2014

Get out from your circle

I learned something new. Just wanna share this :)
My opinion might be wrong to some of you but.. like i care.

All my life spent in Kulim was ok. I have friends that I cherished.
They're amazing.
But my highschool life at Bad was so damn terrible. People judge.
People judge coz you're someone's daughter.
You can't do this You can't do that.
You don't talk to them and you're a bitch.
You talk about wanting something then you're a spoiled brat
But I get 'love letters' like everyday. well, its not for me but for my dad.
i dont mind but everyone thinks that we can donate like everytime. melampau jugak.

And I have few people that look for me just to ask for help.
Like.. "you know your dad is blablabla..or your mom blablabla"
Then they bitch talk about me. SO YES. Im done with you people.

Bagi betis nak peha tak bagi mengata. Thats the mentality of our people.
I am so sad. WHY AND WHY are they like this.

My sis used to say this 'sometimes u have to be so picky in choosing your friends. tak kisah org ckp kita berlagak. but when have something that others dont have, they will get jealous and spread shit about you'
which is so fucking true.

Went to Taylors. life gets better.
"jom lunch at tgi today" and everyone will be like ok. or if takde duit we share.
But back then they will be like 'mentang2 banyak duit berlagak' or 'taknak la share.aku kaya cam hg..'

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE

And I know some people yang dont earn much but they're not shy to admit it.
They even work so hard to get extra money *salute*

But some people are just like..
"ok.im gonna go and mingle with those kayakaya people and be like I have i too"
dafuq is wrong with you.

People around me

Assalamualaikum and hello everyone. SO, me and my housemate, we had this kind of talk about our circle of friends. Their life has always been in KL. So, their friends are all from KL. Basically, Sofia and Zati knows each other's friend. Well..for me. Its different. I have friends from everywhere -___- Now I understand why my parents encourage me to go to conference or any other talk. It is to build connection. Its easier if you know a lot of people.

SO I spend my childhood in Kulim. Primary school at convent kulim and high school at sultan badlishah. I still keep in touch with my primary school friends. They're still lovely just they way they are back then. And two of them is a married women now.

During high school time, from form1-form3 I was so closed with Nita, Hanna,Masyitah,meera, fathin and Zahira. And mostly my A2 classmates. Oh and also my sbs band fellas.. arif and ali. form4-form5 I started to get so close with raja, amirul, shafeeq, fathin, and danial. I was in the same IT class with raja, amirul and arif so usually we skipped class together and lepak (what a good student) -__-

during my high school period, i've been coming back and forth to kl a lot because I attended this one seminar called ESQ 165. That is how I get to know Aqil who is now in Russia doing medic. Also I get to know quite a lot of people (banyak sangat for me to list down.sorry!)

I’m so happy and proud to see how successful they have become. Each one of us have embarked our own journey but we still keep in touch and know that we have each other! Lets continue making beautiful memories together <3

Assalamualaikum and hello guys. ok ini post suka suka je
Oh btw i was talking to zati and we both agreed that
"sejak datang uk english makin ke laut" -___-
first assignment kot after 3months lepak. so yeah.. nak start tu macam stress jugak
but we will get used to it insyallah :)

TBH since aku datang sini.. im not so keen to make matsalleh friends.
bukan sombong ka apa..just that kawan besa je la kan...
bukan nak kawan like jadi close friend ka apa
Im here for my final year and my classmates knw each other for 3years
so as a newbie its quite hard to fit in as in nak join the group.

Most of my malaysian friend yang sama batch dengan aku from Taylors semua ambil course Business Management and Marketing. aku ja yang ambil International Business..
SO classmate aku semua British. No ASIAN AT ALL! AMbik kau...

But it will be a good experience la. my first class.. aku pandang kiri kanan semua British and semua dah kenal each other. SO aku tebalkan muka and join this one group. 3guys and 1 girl. ok they look brainy. They just throw ideas macam petik jari. It was hard at first and aku mcm diam jugak la..gosh malu gila bila ingat balik. SO aku pun macam try to tell my idea and eventho benda tu salah ka betul ka depa accept ja. and aku appreciate sgt after class chris said "good job for today adda" .

OK SO i survived my first week in uwe. 2nd week dah ok alhamdulillah.

Bukan pasal study je nak kena adapt. Nak adapt dengan new people lain cerita pulak. well..tak susah sgt pun sebenarnya. semua orang pun cool and nice. senang nak mix around.

And good thing is.. my housemate jenis senang nak open up. We tell each other klau ada problem and surprisingly.. eventho they're younger than me.. they handle problems quite well.

And lately.. ramai kawan from taylors contact aku balik. mostly annoyed sbb aku x inform aku dtg uk. HAHA! sorry guys ;p

London Bound

I JUST LOVE LONDON.

Coz most of the shops are bigger than the one in Bristol.

For example, ZARA in London is bigger and the have more collection for handbags etc.

So ..no doubt, London is the best destination to shop :D

25th Dec was Boxing Day and you guys should see how crazy I was

Poor Fathin.. she had to follow me around and help me carry stuff :P

We took bus from victoria to oxford because the tube was not working at victoria

Might be unfortunate to some but we actually preferred to travel by bus

we arrived at victoria at 8.50am and some of the shop has opened.

but my main target was zara, m&s and debenhams which opened at 10am!!

So we just walked around oxford street

Fathin told me this the night before we came to oxford "weh,pls stop me if i wanna buy things.i shop a lot dah kat paris".

OMG it was so so so hard to stop this girl LOL!! SHe went crazy over jeans!

Of course she would.. it was bloody cheap

OK then at 9.45am we waited in front of zara and it was quite crowded.

Suddenly I saw AMir walking alone and he's heading to ZARA as well

SO hello amirr...welcome to the World War 46 :P

Then when we were inside the building, I told fathin to ust grab ever single things that look nice.

End up, we took 6handbags -___- We stand at one corner and just put away handbags that we dont like

I bought 1 yellow mustard handbag for myself, one handbag for zati as christmas present and another small handbag for myself as well. it cost only 86pounds!! GOOD BUY! YAY

Then we went to M&S . fathin dont wanna buy anything so she just followed me around.

i took a basket and just put stuff that I like inside it. omg it was so heavy and i looked so funny -__-

so from M&S i get 2 boots, black and brown..

one jeggings...red colour.. 5 shirts and i bought one blue handbag for fathin :D

all together cost me 180pounds.

then at Debenhams.. I bought 2 new coats.. blue and brown. cost me 160pounds.

it was a good buy because the colour,, the design..everything was perfect!

IT WAS ONE HELL OF A SHOPPING DAY! SO EFFING HAPPYY!!!

After all those shopping, we went back to the hotel and i slept for 4hours straight.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

actually i couldnt sleep the night before cause i was too excited -___-

SO here's the picture from london :)